I have to be honest that I'm feeling a little scared and nervous. I am not second-guessing my decision; I still want this. I don't even think I'm really craving food or anything either. I think I'm just scared. What if I don't succeed? What if I can't do this?
I really think it will be okay. I think it will be hard, but I am capable and I can do this. I guess I'm scared of the unknown. And what will I do with myself? What will I reach for when I can't reach for food? Who am I? What will I become? Will I like me? Will others like me?
I don't allow myself to be bored or to look at things too closely. What will happen when I see clearly?
It will be okay. I will be okay. And it's healthy that I have doubts and fears. I need to remind myself that it's okay to feel. It's okay to feel. Discomfort is normal and natural. I will be okay.
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