Restless

As my initial consultation date quickly approaches, I am getting anxious about having the surgery.  I'm not nervous about having the surgery--I'm nervous about waiting until Thanksgiving to have it.  I wish I had been able to have it in late May or early June.  The soonest I could possibly do it would be September or October because we are really busy with work right now.  I may see if my boss will let me take off a week in September or October.  That would be fabulous to have it over and done with.

I'm so tired of waiting.  

I talked to my husband last night about the possibility of not waiting.  I asked him what were the cons of doing it earlier?  We both agreed that the only issue was work--I have to work around a busy schedule and it means I have to take time off.  If I wait until Thanksgiving I already have a week built in for recovery.  If I do it earlier, I have to take some time off using my vacation or sick days.

We are going to wait until I have my consult to make any kind of decision.  After the consult, I may sit down with my boss and ask if I can take a week off in September or October.  If she seems okay with it... then I think I will probably go for it.

I'm ready to get moving on this!